Today has been a bit rough, but what can you do? I decided though, that problems are only what I make them. I have trouble with that, one little thing comes along that rubs me the wrong way, and suddenly it is the end of the world. I need to let things go, most of the time they are not important, or atleast the shouldn't be. Dwelling on problems only makes them worse, and why spend time on something that just bothers you? That is what I figure, anyways.
On a "problem" note, I have no friends! Ha. Not in Lacombe, atleast. Which, to say the least, is a bit sad. I am having trouble getting out of the mind-frame of "I'm getting out of here soon, why bother making new friends?", because if I stay this way, it's going to be a rough road to Calgary, or wherever I end up. I might not make it into ACAD, and where will I be then? Friendless, and in Lacombe. Not exactly the best place to be.
I am so tired of being lonely, friendless, and frustrated. This isn't one of those "problems" I can just let go of, I don't think. Atleast it doesn't seem to be. I can't go about with the attitude of "I don't care", I don't want to become that person.
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i love you april.
and i miss you like crazy.
you've always got me.
bestfriends means forever.
i love you so much!
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